Traumatic True Romantic

Love is a word

with many meanings
and here it is unlove
the spell of rotten ambition
the situationally fucked upped

A spiral slope
to black hole porcelain
flushing me out like a toilet
this circum center is where we exist
the helix down to suction point

I’ve continued this secret thought
that we are two intertwined souls
spinning on the life strings
the twisted sign of infinity
destroying ourselves for each other every chance we get

Then these bad omens
should they crow and keep me away
or is it the end of me

each time looking me in the eye says

I could feel for you

Two people
feigning humility the humanity the empathy
in time they spawn one little one
to burn holes through the hearts of man

and burning scorch the books or the masses or the skyscrapers

You are my center point love
fear and time cascading across this level of life
this level where we talk meet face to face
and commune business strategies

all while pretending that we’re not really dying at 1000 rates per minute

The worlds between us levitate and coexist

like some listless state of mind

I am not your friend by any means

I want the savage capacities of man
shredding me up drinking my blood

I have already told you about

the vampire dreams

and how I am so spiritually seduced by you
this life the lonely heat
how there are no rules to the laws of fate