Starving Eyes

i pawned you and split tails for your headhunt

made more money in one night

larger stacks than i could fill the tub with
came home late
wondered who had eaten my leftovers
gave up quickly and crept into the windowsill
a nest had buried there

i slid my tongue in and tasted some wild berries

they weren’t my dinner
and the karma had caught up to us both by that point

i unscrewed a light bulb from above my head
and sat in the dark kitchen
the linoleum felt nice on my cheek
it was a cold night

but I was still hot

i was looking in the fridge

waiting for something to happen

you are so pretty
i can’t even stop looking at you
the image fits into my eyes so frantically
as though my pupils have been carved to your shape

i thought i had devoured you completely

i shouldn't be this hungry still

Static

i'm not noise

i'm not bad noise

i'm not anything that comes and goes

i'm not some vibration in head

i'm just someone you loved and then

released

Thanks But No Thanks

I am mostly burning brains

headache hungry

there’s a tap running out of my skull
overflowing tubs of horny highs
messing up my mouth
with these lullaby cries
have to kiss in quicksand
like a tarzan movie scene
handsome hair swinging vines
from atop the chimpanzees

his wanting flaunting
my wanton capsizing

describing himself to me hurriedly
i am half listening half wit

uppercut upchuck yuck your not doing it right
need more to eat need comfier sleep
a love lit eye and a dull eye meet
i practice arts beyond my artistry
spell words misplaced like bad grammatically
have no real plans but dwindling gently
i’ll sleep better

when i wake up happy

Nonsense

i am a flower bottomed fool
hunting arachnids at dawn
shrilling flat notes across still water

shoulder straps fainting

lucidly down white tenders
i sit and wait for my lover
who smells like me
has no money

nor an interesting thing to talk about

remember in my story
how you wept on the monument
your tears staining the feet of soldiers
row men

who killed amply and without judgment
your eyes do that now
rip throats out from beneath my fairy tales

your hands are deeper then they used to be
i think you’ve burnt a real levy this time
the shores agree and mock my tone

creeping
like your hair brushed along my back

im soothed by the patience
and friendly eyes
are beaming love knots
tying me to a fever
that begins below the skin

have me for dinner
and don’t look at me once
just mouth words
like pacifier

and forget-me-not

wishes like be the one

please i beg

for scraps from the table

bits of meats

ripped with your teeth
glistening with your spit
the devouring of my mind

Taw-Daw

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Divining Digittalli

Traumatic True Romantic

Love is a word

with many meanings
and here it is unlove
the spell of rotten ambition
the situationally fucked upped

A spiral slope
to black hole porcelain
flushing me out like a toilet
this circum center is where we exist
the helix down to suction point

I’ve continued this secret thought
that we are two intertwined souls
spinning on the life strings
the twisted sign of infinity
destroying ourselves for each other every chance we get

Then these bad omens
should they crow and keep me away
or is it the end of me

each time looking me in the eye says

I could feel for you

Two people
feigning humility the humanity the empathy
in time they spawn one little one
to burn holes through the hearts of man

and burning scorch the books or the masses or the skyscrapers

You are my center point love
fear and time cascading across this level of life
this level where we talk meet face to face
and commune business strategies

all while pretending that we’re not really dying at 1000 rates per minute

The worlds between us levitate and coexist

like some listless state of mind

I am not your friend by any means

I want the savage capacities of man
shredding me up drinking my blood

I have already told you about

the vampire dreams

and how I am so spiritually seduced by you
this life the lonely heat
how there are no rules to the laws of fate

Endless Thought <> Spiral Explosion

how shocking it is

every time the same thing happens every
time chopping at a future told

as endlessly as hair grows down

time swoons and braids

knots and gets caught in my petting hand

a coiled softness

fond of rats nests

sour milky eyes

matted wet drool
pillow stains

a bed of crumbs

numb tingling sensation in the brain

tasteless tongues